HAHAHA!!! HUIRU HAS FULLY UNDERSTAND SOMETHING!! was told by someone before yet i just don believe. today since it comes from that person personally, i really understand it and believe it...... it is not as simple as i tink... HAHAA!!! Okieee now i fully give up... i GAVE UP!!!!

felt bad previously but now mixture of felt pissed off and a bit of sad..

afterall i still can leave without air anyway.. it is not as important as it is in real life.. shall not say anymore...

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i just don know how to appreciate everyting i have.

sorry is the only ting i can say. i have lost the air in my life. i hope i can learn how to be a better person.

i shall let the nature take the course. since you running away i shall not stop you. hope the next time we see each other, you will realize i have changed to a better person:)

Labels: learning to be a better person

this is always a loop... i couldn see where it started from.. may be is from start- 2 yrs ago...

this problem is no one's fault.. but i have seriously come to a conclusion... you are not one of my bestie from the start despite i emphasis it again and again..

to be there when u are down for now is not someting that i can help.. our status have to go back to 6 months ago.... asking me to leave you alone...

freaking down.. go ahead threatening me about what u going to do ...

felt if i took any steps, i am hurting you... if i wan to be happy, i will hurt someone..

Labels: hurting a fren

today i went to sentosa with my little cutie boy after my work!!!! we had our first ben and jerry ice cream at the wooden staircase there. the ice cream lady is soo soo sooo sooooooooo chio.... even my cute little boy also cant ta han... don anyhow tink .. is cannot ta han my response.. hahahahhahahahahhaha!!!

we actually wanted to take the sky ride.. but too bad.. the queue is sooo sooo sooo soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long like buying hello kitty .. soo we end up paying $3 walking around and bought expensive ice cream.. richer than those who pay $3 for running in sentosa... u know what i mean .. hahahhahahah!!!!

but overall... it's still a GREAT day!!! i have a great dayy.... :))))))))))

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my life is soo lost now.. haiz.. i scare of the future yet happy with the life i have right now.. the application and everything i have to come to the end in such a short period ... i really don bare to leave you guys .. leaving is always a great pain...

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hmm watched the video that introduced by cecilia .. run devil run.. hahhaa!!! not bad ..
tday is a mixture of happy and sad day.. coz i work at level b1 with cecilia and some other frens which is very free... and cecilia keep singing and dancing.. don know what she soo high about.. but then sad is when they keep saying they want to leave soon.. haiz.. when i just got to know them better they are leaving.. this kind of feeling is very sad.. haiz.. hope i can be frens with them forever.. haiz..

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today i went to the other section where it got nth to do .. soo i expand four hours playing my fren's iphone. tho i only spend four hours at the normal area. but is very happening.. well as i say is weekends.. sure got shows and nonsense ppl scold me one.. haiz.. nvm is a good place to train my attitude XD

u want to post our system to the whole day thenn go ahead coz we know we are nt in wrong.. pls tink our system in a positive side .. even if we have any part that did not well, we wont be as worst as what u did in front of the whole public. if wan to post in fb? shall we post the scene that u have done? know what she grab our sign board and threw it on the ground and hurt someone.. of coz she got into police case... coz she nt only damage our property but also hurt someone.. with this two crimes, it is enough to throw her face... come on la... some ppl just cannot think before they do something... pls lorrr... haiz..

Labels: work life

just because i received something i felt so happy but the reason of having that thing is nt what i want:( sooo i decided to give up and stop thinking until i have this dream when i am not sleeping.

recently i felt myself like a robber because i keep doing the same thing when i am in the work. soo i was like huh what is the day tdy.. what is coming up? what have i planned which i haven done. sooo ppl i am really very sorry if i have forget anything... esp my darling... i am soo sorry that i wished u late :(((( not i forget.. at least when i reached home and settle down, i remembered it.... i still feel bad even though u said understand and accepted my apologist..

shoes spoilt and going to get one... haiz... when there is a new thing come which meannnns? i have to spend money .. haiz..

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tdy is a tiring yet fun day... went out with bao bao, gillian, johoom, feng qun and jing shen to watch movie tdy.. this is our first outing.. just knew johoom for the first day then go out with him.. jing shen also.. well simply say all except bao bao.. fq still Okiee.. okiee back to movie. nice show tho i sitted at the first row.. my neck is pained that is why i didn really enjoy it.. but is nice to go out with these grp of ppl coz they play arcade too XD haha!!!

we dismiss at 4 but johoom knock off at 4.55pm soo we waited for him at the staff longue mean while acc pei rong to kill her break time.. after she went back to walk.. we process to ps to check out the timing.. seriously this show is very hot nw.. almost every slot is full.. that is why we have no choice but to take the front row... we bought 8.45pm movie then we went to play arcade and have ben and jerry ... broke broke broke.. but have a great day out.. except that part that i being left out by chou bao bao humphh.. say acc me but end up going with gilian more than me :( humphhhh...

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recently $$ keep flowing out.. :( haiz..

ytd didn have a good rest.. may be is the big cup of starbuck's effect.. hmmm i tink i am just too greedy? haha!! coz they give half price for all staffs at every last fri of the month. sooo nt to miss out any benefits soo i order the middle size one XD hahaha!! end up night time couldn fall asleep. at the same time having some problems bothering me .. this problem is no longer a problem for it now i tink.. it seems like everyting is fine..

tdy went bugis with reb to buy ting .. hmm she bought alot of staffs.. haha!!! i am sure she is very happy now.. hhaha!!! hmm for me i didn bought anything.. wanted to buy one pants as my office wear. but s size which is nicer but it looks like informal sooo didn buy .. m size look too big which make my tight look very ugly.. soo end up didn buy.. haha!!! saw my shoes that i bought previously selling at a lower price.. but i don feel sad coz my eye candy has one size one also XD hahahaha!!! crazy me .. haha!

anyway .. my sis intro this song to me which i find it very meaningful after listening to it..

礼物 by liu li yang

终于可以在今天划上句点
一整夜翻阅过去画面
快想不起我们为何会诀别
只看到那双你送的鞋
走一步又一步
我才发现绕了个圈
走了好几年 又回到原点
你送的礼物会不会太特别
毫不避讳那不安的传言
但渐行渐远 习惯到没感觉
难道你早想让我走远
你送的礼物在此刻好体贴
陪我回忆把过往走一遍
穿了这些年,难免会有污点
就像每段爱 总会有终点

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