today is a very tiring day for me. coz ytd night i didn't sleep well. i went to bed at 11pm but only fall alseep after 12.30pm but i was awake by the lightning at 1.30am. i couldn't fall asleep after that. so i tried to play some music from my mp3. i thought that would help me fall asleep faster. but i was wrong. it didn help but made it worse. coz my mp3 suddenly played a song which remind me the past. i wanted to stop thinking, but i cant. i thought i have totally forget by not thinking. but i am wrong!!! totally wrong!!! freaking wrong!!! i should have accepted it!! all these days, i tried to be diff. i changed my lifestyle and my actually behaviour. i just don wan to be the past hr. i wan to enjoy the life. i really enjoyed but it didn't help.okieeee after all that terrible night has passed. i will not let it affect me :) JIA YOU!!! :)
i woke up at 7plus in the morning, then i went out to have breakfast with my family at amk. the environment is freaking suck! coz mother and sister were having cold war. after the breakfast, my sister went to study at the lib. so we went home and rest. i took a nap at 1.30pm. i am afraid that i cant sleep in the night, so i went out to run at 6 plus.
i want to slim down!! my mother say how come there is so many fats on u. THIS MEANS I AM FAT LE!!! i wan to slim down!!!!
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